Tuesday, May 29, 2007

to forget the <3ache, its time to bring on the gyming

okay. so here's the other part of the weekend. shant mention it here but lets say her words affected me quite abit. for once in a long(er than usual time), i actually felt "heartpain". but i'l be fine. wht was i thinking anyway? so thts tht. hvnt replied. dont knw wht to say. i need time i suppose.

now to the better stuff.
yesterday, mum met me after work to help me sign up for CF since im under 21 (worse still, i get stopped to be checked for nc16 movies sometimes -_-). was supposed to be some free trial thingy for 2 weeks but now i can be there for life (: literally. long story, but i dont knw wht rendered so much attention, apparently mum said i had the entire crew of "men in black " behind me. i didnt even knw! GM came personally to say hi and offered me stuff. got pullover and sling bag too. pretty cool stuff. got a trial PT thingy too for a month. my PT's Rendy. looks like a pretty nice guy. hafta book my first session soon though. better give him a call. the best part? mum paid for all tht cos she said it wldnt be a waste cos its like my life :D (whn you're single, these things become your passion. jkjk) but. subsequently if im gna let Rendy cont to train me, im gna hafta pay myself. soooo.. part-time/weekend jobs anyone? i think im really gna need it. each session's like 100bucks. gna be real broke in no time mann. so plse let me knw if yall have any "lobang"s!
anyhow, aside the 7-page self-realisation a.k.a "ouch" sms over the weekend, all's good.

whn i went to the gym today, had a weird feeling. like many eyes watching. but tht happened yesterday, and almost all the time anyway so i shant be too bothered. haha. card's not ready yet, but it shld be soon. whoo.

shagged nonetheless. did practically nothing at work today. surprisingly, its more tiring to try to stay awake from boredom! hardly spoke a hundred words today. thankfully the French Open started ard 3pm after rain suspensions. i "watched" it on my laptop by viewing the Live Scoring. so i watch the scores of all courts change as they are being played. but i see no human images. rofl. hey, thts the best you can do at wrk with Websense tht blocks out almost everything thts not news and not banking&finance :/

gymmed after work.
bro's singles match against Shogo tmrw 11am @ Kallang.
gna watch.
thn, stayover at hy's prolly.
actually, feel like jst watching some sad movie(s) so i'd have an excuse to cry. hah.
but nah. strong people dont cry :)

- afterall, you cant lose what you never had

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