Wednesday, May 23, 2007

shagged

ahwell. the post title says it all, doesnt it? im totally beat. worked for a full 11.5 hours today almost non-stop 'cept for toilet breaks and filling my water bottle and a few occasional 10-second daydreaming and thoughts running about. lol. basically tried my best to do as much of the template as i could. still a long way to go. ming's lent me her paddle! so i wont hafta use the SDBA's paddles for training anymore (: gotta bring it home before saturday though.

so NUS Welcome ceremony it is on Saturday. will prolly leave St. James early though. dont knw wht time i can last till!

so let's see. im really too tired to update (alot to say actually but cant "pen" 'em down 'cos its restricted access on the Net at work) but at least im here! on a last note, a reply sms wrote smth like this, "she just wants to let it be for the moment. dont think too much". so there it is. leave things as they are for now i suppose. and we'll see how things go from now. hmm.

love me for a reason, let the reason be love; was tht the reason? or was i just a toy to be thrown around..

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