lesson number one

lesson number one? DONT COMPLAIN WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO. 'cos thats what i did and guess what? got super overloaded today :/ format a whole new template from the original list i did up. omg. its hell tiring. didnt get to eat lunch. stole bites at biscuits and had a milo. ohwells. glad the day's over at least. didnt get to do any of my paddling exercises today :(

NUS Business School Welcome Reception's this saturday 26th May at 230pm at the University Hall. ends pretty late though. 'cos its that, then campus tour/career thumbprint followed by party at St. James Powerhouse. havent decided whether to go or not. going straight from paddling you see. HMM.

well well, many thoughts again today as usual (im a thinker mann. lol). how fast life's changing, its amazing. sometimes shocking. people come and go in our lives too. have you ever wished some who've entered and left'd just stay for a lifetime? i have, but what can i do? life aint always about getting your way i've learnt. its about handling things that come your way as best as you can. the ending will then undoubtly be sweet somehow.

i think one bad thing 'bout me's that i tend to be too emo and too sentimental. the world's not gonna care mann. time to toughen up. as someone told me, LEARN TO LET GO. na de qi, fang de xia.. fan shi dou yao zhe yang. seems pretty tough but i shall try. hey, its been more than six months. its high time i moved on.

i asked countless times "will you be my friend again?"; no answer. at all. sometimes i think i should just give up. its tiring to be the only one trying. yet some parts tell me it'll always be more than just a case of friends. why's that so? is it good or bad? right now, i think i just need my sleep before i get more sick. cant afford to do so.

so before i sign off, how's everyone out there? good? i sure hope so. life's short so just live it to the best you can aye. love like there's no tomorrow, live like its your last. my motto. you may get hurt, but hey, at least you know you felt happiness whilst it lasted :) and thats xing fu.

cheerios -winks.