runnin' outta time

heya.

mann it's been hectic.

worked for 14hours straight three days back after sleeping just 3 hours (yes :( cos cos cos.. nvm; its private)

then the next day i slept for 5 hours, 4 the next..

anyway, really busy. pasta salad making last night for today & tmrw.

the heat is on!

race in about 6 hours.

but going down in about an hour, to deliver the food and support the guys. yea.

scary mann, but everyone was feeding me yest ("mei mei duo chi duo chi. ming tian yao na medal leh") HAHAH.

i feel so loved..

so ya. race. gonna give it my best. block out anything else. give me strength.

whoo. in the words of ralph, STAY STRONG.

paddles ready and up!

ghost town

church at 7am, towned with mum, sis and auntie michelle, trained to raffles for PT. ohmy. swear rendy was out to kill me okay. legs today. (thankfully so cos my arms were alrdy on the verge of falling off); raffles was like a ghost town. back to the hustle and bustle of it all tmrw. last week! speaking of which, gotta go over to OUB Centre during lunch or smth to book the medical for hy baey and myself. mm so after PT, had to do 20min cardio, during which i was alrdy dying. finished, walking down the stairs to the changing room, legs super jelly. i want yr massage now! :( thn wanted to meet her but appt at vivo till at night la. i cant sure KO onee. so headed home, napped for awhile. out near our place for dinner, back now and totally shagged. ohwell. gotta wake up early again tmrw. pfft. but nvm. its all good (:

ohkay yknw wht? i totally cant take it anymore. im outttttt..

was tht wht jst happened? (:

Wed/Thur
okay. cant rmbr whn i last updated. wrk's been pretty busy but let's see. update from wed thn. aft wrk, met with ym thn hy thn went to play those "turn turn" toy machines at Toys 'R' Us :D followed by dinner @ White Dog Cafe VivoCity tgt with syl and seishen, thn headed over to stjames (all for hy's birthday celeb) without the 2 of em. haha. not bad. considering wht im supposed to be i still got free entry and the voucher somemore. hy was like "walamak you got the voucher even ah?" and i proudly beamed "YES". rofl. ethg aft tht was pretty blur (literally and otherwise). got fed quite abit to drink but wasnt high lah. (good drinker wht. haha) thn started dancing abit. thn whoo. was told smth i'd never expected to hear ever but was actually dang happy to hear it. heh. thn i lost smth :/ damn noob. go figure, but have gotten measurements for a new one alrdy. guilty guilty.. but cant control lahh. also, had to leave early, but had no idea where ym danced to with the key -_- so grabbed some cash from hy and headed home/waited till 5+am till they came with my bag and work stuff (thanks for carrying ethg for me dear (: even though you say it super didnt fit and was damn heavy) didnt sleep at all, got up from lying down 6+ and got ready for wrk. staring at the screen at wrk, i was so afraid i'd fall asleep! but i lasted 8 hours :) met hy aft tht, headed to esplanade, walked talked and lets say we found a pretty good action plan for now (: and thanks for buying the GREEN nail polish and painting yr nails tht colour.. [my favourite colour's green! lol] she sent me home aft tht, driving with one hand half the time *) beams.

Yesterday
Work, didnt have much to do in the morning except some service enhancement input of total fees, thn headed to the gym for PT with rendy. (oohh. cant believe victoria abandoned me for Tampines lahhh) mann i swear he could've killed me but it was a good session (: so good until aft tht i had difficulty showering by myself lahh :/ silly girl wanted to come drop by at CF but it hadta rain at serangoon :( so hadta drive and all to expensive parking in town. after wrk met at Raffles Place (thanks for taking the train down (:) and thn took back to PS. haha. had dinner at the Manhattan Fish Market thn Ocean's Thirteen at GV. again, unexpected things happen, and im glad they do sometimes :) someone was damn noob ah. haha. but partly my fault. lol. left arm massage for ya.. thn she forgot where her car was -_- finally decided its on Level 4, i walked there tgt thn left for the train station whilst she went over to Wisma. yepp. OHYA. warning. plse dont watch ANY movie sitting at the 1st row. i swear our necks could've been broken but it was all in all great :P

1) "can you stop looking at girls?? i must be the hottest in your life!"
2) "walamak. looking at Jessica Alba on my LIME mag only mah"
hahah.

Today
had dragonboat trng at Kallang as usual. two almost full boats! had warm-up thn the pitting against each other. did the full length race distance (almost), which was dang long, 4 times. our boat won all 4! the second one was hell close though. 20m more and we cldnt have held em off. was supposed to try our boat arrangements but lacked girl lefties. cos shauna and some lefties didnt come! and serene was in the MENS boat. HAHAHAHAH. speaking of tht, super funny lah. Ralph said she looks like a man. swear she was damn angry and i had to rub it in aft tht. my "senior" wht. nvm one lah. thn she laughed like mad for nothing, into my back -_- i tell you age dsnt make a diff to anything. lol. had a short briefing bout the races and all.. thn headed off. met family for lunch near our place, bathed, and headed to town to find the earrings.. finally found em! offset me by one day's pay though. haha. got another ear hole. on the way back in the bus, holding sis's bag, hy msgs "oh! i go pierce with you? i wanna see you suffer! hahahaha". see how nice she is.. thn headed home to K.O. but not v successful la huh. thn forgot to go for some outing! i need reminder the day before lahh.. thn someone's ego damn big but super cute. haha. napped like an hour, dinner and here i am now.

your professional massage, i want!

k super shagged. im out!

(:

oohh did i mention i secretly wanna remian "the kid" forever and get pampered by all the adults? yes i do :)
like how victoria never lets me pay for stuff, and even offers to buy me clothes for uni;
or how shauna pays for the cabfare refusing to let me pay 'cept for twenty cents that she didnt have :D;
how people at the office (mainly victoria) call me "xiao gua" and go around saying "xiao gua hai mei you chi leh" and they'd scurry to get me to eat (:
mann thats bliss.
but as shauna said "enjoy it whilst it lasts!" haha definitely dear :)
alright just wanted to post my outright dream.
ahahh i dream of many other things. but those take time. everything takes time.. shun qi zi ran ba.

what a day

whooo basically work was nothing much, still chasing Ops from overseas to mail me the updated lists asap so i wont hafta rush like a mad cow on the last day (which i cleverly predict will be the day they all come flooding in and marks a sleepless night for me :/) the dateline has alrdy been postponed for heaven's sake! read my book, formatted the base list, thats bout it. lunch with vic in btwn, tried on a top for her to see (so didnt fit) haha.

on a happier note, met Shauna and company outside OUB Centre to head to trng (: shared cab with her. for once we spoke more than one sentence, which either she goes "how's your week been?" or i go "hey you need some water?" or "you alright?" and she'd just smile back :) paddling was good today. pretty awesome in fact as compared to saturday. lol. was definitely less drained as well.
been having a sharp pain in my right elbow which goes down my arm. hope its nothing. race in less than 2 weeks! chopchop everyone!
shouted the counts - luckily no sorethroat ah. hahah.

now im back home, showered and fed and pretty shagged. haha. yet another day at work tmrw, hy's birthday dinner thereafter then stjames. think i'l just escort her there thn i'l go home. last 2 weeks at my internship. dont wanna mess up!

so alright. thats about it for today. lots to say, fingers dont permit further typing [yes thats just an excuse] lol.

im out-*

keep up !

ohkay. it's been a while aye. mann been busy lately. gyming, internship, and of cos paddling (: sat's trng was pretty cool. got to be pacer! was hell tiring though. lobsided boat cos 3 on my side and 4 on the other (3 big guys somemore -_-) HMM. but it was cool. fought hard with me leading the counting, the rest shouting. haha brought spirits up a bit. in the last starts practice, we beat the seasoned rowers boat! and vistory gained from hardowrk is indeed sweet. and paid with a sore left arm. partly due to PT and partly cos i got abrasions near my biceps (yes joan, you cant see 'em but i do have 'em) haha. all thanks to the barnicles on the boat :/ thn jade's birthday lunch at newyorknewyork. pretty cool too :) lotsa photos and food. tsk. today was basically a day in. thought alot, read a book, listened to my favourite songs. chilly day too. need warmth. lol. back to work tmrw. gotta settle all the client lists. urgh. well, hvnt been doing much of anything else lately, removed my braces though. retainers now. giving me hell lots of ulcers and stuff :( but aye over soon i hope! at least my smile looks less constipated and blahblah now. hehh. two more weeks of work and thts it. anybody wanna date me after tht? haha im free. sports, games, movies, anything! thought of a quote yesterday as below:

i was always certain God sent his angels down from up above.
i confirmed it when i got you (:

dang am i good or wht? thought it was pretty sweet. and of cos i alws get inspiration..
okay getting many mosquito bites ):

shall go off now.
till the next post!

it's been a while

ooohhkayy. when you're caught up with lots of other stuff you tend to forget things like your blog. hah. anyways let's see what i can recap. basically alot of exercising (yayness) and just internship, which ends end of this month. phew. it's fun, people are nice, it's just tht i dont wna wrk anymore before schl starts! mm kk let me see. have started PT and strict regime at CF alrdy. and mygoodness, i swear im a genius cos i made huiying go to the gym! even got her asking me to torture her lah (gotta admit im good :p). in exchange for a good massage which i obviously dont mind giving. haha. paddling's good and getting somewhere. twice a week trng plus my own strength trng with rendy (who's honestly trying to kill me and offers to sew my hand back if his exercises detaches em from my body :/) - i sure hope i get enough results to optimise my perf during the race.. prolly gonna hafta miss the MILK Run on 1st july cos i've got my race down at bedok. but'l prolly meet hy ym etc if i manage to get em to go walk. lol.

the Anlene Orchard Mile this morning was pretty cool, all women's race. had Melody Chen running in front of me for abit thn she zoomed off. rofl. hey, i was shagged okay. cldnt move my arms at all. saw YANHAN there! :D think her canoe team volunteered. yea. left shortly after though cos i was alone :( and dripping wet.

besides tht, there's prolly alot more to say but i just cant remember or they just cant be put into words. the eighth of june was a pretty sentimental day but thanks to joan, i survived it. "u can do it.:).u got me at least". haha yes i do hon (:

soooo let's see. gna hafta shop up for my "new" foods now. change of taste i'd reckon. brown rice and wholemeal bread.. hmm. so fun. victoria's surely gna scold me cos she says "everything in moderation.." haha.

well well tmrw's another day, the start of another week. and marks the countdown of joan and i working at our jobs, before i embark on several camps (some compulsory some not) before term starts ten days after a special day. HAHA.

alrightey. im still in pain now. anybody wanna offer a massage? lol. been listening to this MLTR song alot lately. shall share it with yall.

Lately you have been asking me
if all my words are true
Don't you know I'll do anything for you
Sometimes I haven't been good to youSometimes I've made you cry
And I am sorry for everything but I promise you girl
I promise you this
[Chorus:]When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love
So there's no need to worry girl
My heart is sealed for you
And no one's gonna take it away cos' I promise you girl
I promise you this
[Chorus:]When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love
Your voice is calling to me in my dreams
My love is stronger than it's ever been

(: chorus tune's really good. enjoy!

totally shaggeddddd

ahhh. very tired this weekend. sun totally drained all my energy. well well. lwt's see. many things to update but im really too tired now. gotta go to wrk tmrw somemore. so i shall just make a note of em first.

- Stayover at huiying's (wednesday)
- Nemo outing (thursday)
- Coffee bean with Victoria (friday)
- Paddling, Tennis (saturday)
- Seafood (sunday)

kk. that shall be it for now. its yet another week tmrw guys. its time for me to get organised. yall have a great week!

someone tell me my action plan for friday plse

frostbite

I'm running on empty alone in a steel cold town
The colours are fading to grey when you're not around
I'm going over what you said
The words keep ringing in my head
What happened to the promisesThe promises we made
(Chorus)
You gave me frostbite in my heart
'Cause you had me branded from the start
Nobody knows what I'm going through (hey baby why..)
You gave me frostbite in my heart
'Cause you tore the love we had apart
Somebody tell me now what I should do
I'm driving alone with the radio on in my car
I'm staring at faces in places that used to be ours
Can't you see what you do to me
I'm drowning in my misery
That fatal kiss of destiny
Is clinging on for evermore
(Chorus)
(I had to let you know) I keep thinking of you(I can't let go)
You know it's all that I do(I had to let you know)
'Cause you are still on my mind all the time
Don't leave me hanging
You had me branded (Branded from the start)
(Chorus)
Why leave me hanging...
You had me branded
Don't keep me hanging on (Hey baby why...)