Friday, August 17, 2007

one in a lifetime

title's just a thought. but anyway cleared things up today. phew. so glad to hear things from a first person's point of view and know that what i heard before was nothing but false facts. kinda tired to type everything down also.. but aye. floorball clinic today. was pretty fun cept for the fact tht i had excess lactic acid forming in my stomach. nearly cried mann. after effects of DB cardio interval trng yest and after after effects of DB weights trng on tues. yikes. gotta do proper chin-ups by end sept in time for the chin-ups test! im so so dead mann. but gotta try. it'll be a great achievement as well anyhow. okay. convocation tmrw at suntec. white shirt (yes hy my pull&bear one (:) and black pants. yayness. tht aside i shall be looking to prepare for school on monday. let's go!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

ranting

WARNING: User will be ranting in this post; Any readers not prepared for some "whining" and confused thoughts, please refrain from reading in case of displeasurable reading. Thank you.

Well well, wht shld i say? The fact is i knw not wht to say at this point in time - right from the start of my birthday night. She hasn't explained it to me yet, not tht she's liable to, but i'd like to knw. I hear things from other people, not her, and i get confused. I dont wanna believe, and i wanna hear it all from YOU. Whatever it is, i knw its none of my business to poke in; Just hope you knw wht you're doing. I dont knw. Maybe i jst wna be the one - the one you try to get, not the other way round. Anyway, belly piercing. Yes, kinda sexy and hot, but the most beautiful models and people around dont have 'em.. I make no apologies for being against it 'cos i knw why you're doing it. And i dont think escaping's a good idea. To look good? Let's admit it. You look good enough alrdy. Really. But anyway, wht hurt me the most was this statement back on good ol' MSN. "whts the pt of sayin u hv no right to whn u r anw?" Well. Was nearly speechless at tht sentence but well, maybe i jst care even if im not liable to. I dont knw. Sometimes we can be so different where these things are concerned and sometimes you can get so mch on my nerve whn i feel i'm being taken for granted but yet you're tht same person i'm willing to do almost anything for (and thts like one in a million). You really make me go mad sometimes and make me hurt so much, but thn you do other things like actually bother to look up recipes and cook me my birthday lunch of meesua (smth no one's ever done before) because i mentioned it few days before, try to incorporate green in everything, even on eggs because its my favourite colour and thn i look at you and all's lost in your eyes' gaze. You make confused, you knw tht? So very confused. And at the end of the day, i realise i still ly. So so much.

Monday, August 13, 2007

the ntu escapade

Conversation One:
Mel: -pokes joan (sitting on her fujitsu laptop box)
Joan: what? (then turns away then turns back)
Joan: mel dont sit on my laptop!
Mel: -sticksouttongue
Joan: arghh
hahahah

Conversation Two:
Deb: aiyo damn tired (-sits on floor outside ntu popular)
Mel: eew dont sit on the floor la
Deb: haiyo i think ntu i everywhere also sit alrdy cos camps they dont let us sleep!
Mel: -squats and says i look quite good in this mirror ah
Deb: haiya wht nonsense. can you plse jst sit
Mel: no
Deb: sit la
Mel: no
Deb: haiya dont care you
hahah

Conversation Three:
Mel: hey (and hands letter over) - sorry i forgot to bring yr present, bought you your purple hair dye
Hy: oh.. huh??!! purple hair dye??? i JUST bought it! (-whacks mel)
Mel: alamak. i was thinking of how to tell you not to buy!
Hy: eeyerrr. why you never tell me??! (the whacking continues)
Mel: haiyo how i knw right..
Hy: i dont care. you go and change or stg
Mel: okay wht colour you want?
Hy: haiya dont ask me. give me a surprise!
Mel: aiyo okayokay
Hy: eeyer mel!!! (still whacking along the way..)
Hy: i told them i come out to get something then i go back with this piece of paper??!
Mel: haha ya? sorry la. i really forgot wht :/
Hy: oh you giving me your laptop also ah?
Mel: nooooooo!
hahahah

i could live for many such days..
went by NTU today. its really ulu-land though its uber crowded. esp since its not term time over at SMU. met so many people. finally caught up a lil with joan (: got to see her hostel room (she brought creamy along! :D), put her laptop there thn took the shuttle tgt. met deb aft tht whilst she went to south spine for her tutorial :) deb's wyna's roomie! what a small world. went ard with em and 2 friends to the adm and some other places to run errands thereafter with my laptop. yes, its really tiring if anyone'd like to knw. haha. but it was cool. saw wanxin at popular! but wasnt sure so didnt call out. but ya. got my lappie, got to meet my friends, got a lil workout and a lil sun (thanks to the lack of greenery along nanyang ave, drive etc)

probably gonna configure the laptop in schl tmrw cos mine's currently configured to NTU. brilliant. oh!

Conversation Four:
Sales person: hi okay so while waiting, could you plse fill this in?
Mel: errr okay (reads and fills in joan's details (tries to rmbr her matric number she jst came to knw 5min before) and does survey)
Sales person: okay thank you
Sales person 2: okay. err. it's ready
Mel: oh okay
Sales person: okay so you'l automatically logon under the NTU page. whts your username and password?
Mel: err... i forgot
Sales person: okay nevermind i'l use mine then
hahahahah

tht really takes the kick. anyway prolly mtg hy for the configuration. thn db gym session at 7. i pray i dont die from it.

* out for now

Sunday, August 12, 2007

iowtbwy

please dont go away.. ):

Saturday, August 11, 2007

19

whoo okay. lots to update but let's stick to birthday this post. mm. turning 19 means alot of things. it means a year older, a year of more expectations, and entry into university! scary, but i think we'll all manage fine (:

had a fine cooked meal (though i was extremely bloated and full and near puking stage) of birthday mee sua and red and GREEN dyed eggs plus baked salmon -beams. seriously very touched but i cant tell her tht. her ego might be too big for her thereafter *) but thankYOU for making my birthday this year sucha special one and giving me my first birthday meesua cooked with tlc (or so you say.. haha). thanks to jade too for helping to eat! :D

headed out to meet the rest (ym, mina & xy) at cafe iguana. chilled abit. best part? awesome slice of birthday cake, birthday song and fireworks altogether! :P plus the great company of good friends. headed to MoS thereafter for awhile with hy jade and ym. had to leave at eleven plus cos i hadta be home by twelve :/ but it was pretty fun. though i wasnt really in the mood for clubbing. just to make sure someone doesnt get drunk at least for two hours.. haha.

some other "disturbing" thoughts i have on my mind now, but tht can wait. gna be heading to schl in abit for a quantitative finance introduction workshop just to find out wht its about (: back home for gramps's birthday celebration thereafter.

next post: birthday presents!

* to you, my special friend, thankyou once again. really means alot to me. ily.

Monday, August 6, 2007

it's August once more

okay. it's been awhile since i've updated. but've managed to drag myself here waiting for a certain someone to wake up.. yes, im terribly bored at home now. workshop in schl at seven this evening but thts bout it. let's see how far we've gone shall we?

21/7: Car Foam Party (Holland V) 9am-9pm
22/7: NDP Human Flag Rehearsal (Army Camp) 10am-6pm
24/7: Asoc Camp Pre-Camp Dinner (TBC)
26/7-28/7: Asoc Camp
30/7-2/8: Uni-Y Camp (CIP)
5/8: Unveiling of the “Kisses of the Nation” SoB 11am-4pm
6/8: First Impressions Workshop 7-830pm
7/8: B Acc Academic Briefing (IMPORTANT!) morning, Samba Masala Auditions evening
8/8-10/8: starringSMU NDP stuff (long days..)
- Adventure Race, Human Flag
10/8: 19th!
14/8-16/8: either catholic camp or SMUX camp.. Floorball Clinic! either way i think i'l be halfdead by this date :/
18/8: Convocation (Suntec)
20/8: SCHOOL STARTS
24/8: VIVACE CCA Day - wht shld i choose!

ah there.
so as you can see, schl hasnt started and im jammed packed as such. joke's tht i'l probably be more free once schl starts! though i highly doubt it, with the CCAs bound to come into the picture sooner or later. how can i resist them??! haha.
i wanna watch secret or disturbia. gotta wait till she wakes up though.
quick quick quick quick quick.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

in life, you've just gotta suck it up

the title's so true. its part and parcel. just gotta brave the waves and await the calm.

alright. at least i dont feel so helpless now. 2h23min on the phone till 2am.. was good. now we knw more. and im glad about it. stoning at home now. preAsocCamp dinner later @ bugis. its one of those obligatory things yknw. gives me a chance to meet new people though. met one girl in my group by chance at floorball yest (:

we'll see how things go from now. whatever it is, one thing's for sure - i'll be there every step of the way..

on a side note, Burn the Floor - Floor Play's this dance performance thingy, very highly rated. it's somewhat like Lord of the Dance if you've seen it. pretty cool - mainly cos i knw i cant do it ;)

cheers.